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bitter endings
There're some things I regret, some words I wish had gone unsaid, some starts that had some bitter endings. There're some mistakes I have made, some chances I just threw away, some roads I never should've taken, some pages turned, some bridges burned, but there were always lessons learned. I was never the one who patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again & tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken-- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it & see the broken places as long as I lived. ( Or better yet, glue the pieces back again and atleast try to make it work as good as if it's brand new.) i look at all the pictures of the past, thinking of how the years went by so fast... the dances, the parties, the pictures, the laughs. The people i've known since way back when. New kids came every now && then.. friendships you make come && go.. but there's always those few you'll always know. I thought I knew you well, but all this time I could never tell. I let you get away, haunts me every night & day.You were the only one,the only friend that I counted on. How could I just watch you walk away? I'd give anything to have you here today. I know there are some things you can't change. I know there are some situations where apologies hold no bearings. I know that hurt feelings build walls. I know that some people connect once & are bonded for a lifetime. I know that in a different time and place, we were those people. I know that "being friends again" can be more difficult than not speaking at all. Or is it? I know that twists of fate bring people together, and sometimes, "everything happens for a reason" can tear them apart. I know that I will never forget you, for you will always have a place in my heart. It's hard to wait around for something (like that one thing you want to fix) that you know might never happen. It's harder to give up when you know it's everything you've ever wanted. But to hope for that something even more, because you just said it might never happen and not it will never happen, is the hardest. Years from now, I won't remember the every day things or the things that made us laugh so hard until our stomachs hurt, but I'll always remember that they were the ones that were there, always. and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. |